| i have this horrible feeling of abandonment...
not to mention my sickness is not clearing up
and then on top of that my trip to korea MIGHT be cancelled cause of north korea...
and just when u think its over NOPE!! my grandpa is getting surgery tomorrow for god knows what
and the best news of all i find out one of my friends is in deep deep trouble lovely... thank you world never seem to let me down.... AH!! one more thing... cause of my sickness... (which is actually... i cant breathe and the doctors confirmed it wasnt asthma so they dont know what it is...) doctors have me on a steriod hoping it will clear up my nose... looked up the side effects.. GROSS!!!! |
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| AND JUST when i think life cant get any worst! HERE COMES THE WORLD ALWAYS TO PROVE ME WRONG... thank you. |
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| im tired and im lost... wow its been a while since i wrote on xanga... i didnt know my account still existed... i feel like this is the only place i can pour my heart out. i dont know what my life's purpose is supposed to be. i am totally lost and i dont know what to do |
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